i seemed to be losing myself turning into something DIFFERENT i'll never be the same the old me seemed to be destroyed when the new came alive in me it's damn obvious to me i turned into someone who- * chiong for studies * ignored frenship probs * dun play so much * super sacastic * help others * super nice * lurve him * lurve my frens * cherish in the past, i wan to cherish wanna learn to love love everyone now, i've done it yet i dun feel nice i dunnoe maybe not myself le lor lastly, i wanna slim down!!!! i'm getting super fat =P